A paradoxical oxymoron?

Thursday, August 31, 2006

I've always wondered..

when ppl gather to so call celebrate the independence day of our beloved country, whether they go because they trully want to celebrate the meaning of Merdeka. To give thanks and be proud of all the sweat and blood our Malaysian heroes left behind for the sake of Malaysia's future. or because they just want to go see fireworks. or a reason to go out till the early mornings. to party all night long


I was watching tv that day and i came by this small interview shown 3 days before today. Ok fine. Most of them knows what the Rukun Negara is and can recite them all and how young Malaysia is. But there was this one kid. So darned proud of the fact that he doesnt know all those. and what's worse is that he doesnt know what Kemerdekaan means.

He keeps saying like "ohhh, tak tahu. mana saya tahu." Loudly, smiling away for every question except for the last question which is the best part of it all.

At the end of the interview, the lady asks him, "Jadi, awak ada pergi untuk menyambut Hari Merdeka tak?". He replies " Oh Mestilahhh. Setiap tahun pergi ke Bukit Bintang. nak celebrate bersama."

Like bodohhhh!!

Fine you can hate malaysia for all you want, but at least take SOME pride in your home land. One doesnt have to be a malaysian to be proud of being in Malaysia.

I've got a goood example. My mummy. She's Singaporean. She loves Singapore. but she also loves Malaysia in some ways.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

HAPPY 49th MALAYSIA! :)

i actually do love you Malaysia. With or without your small handicaps. in many other ways.

i think the best merdeka song is still the Tanggal 31.. :p

Small dedication here. I got to hand it to the Exist band. They were great. all those practices and long and late nights spent was all worthwhile.. :) You guys made the night concerts come alive.

and i'm sure to the committee, tho i wasn't there, you guys did a tremendous work well done. I've heard from a friend of mine in college that her friend went for the conference and she found it good.

Guys, a job well done. Spiritually, Physically and Mentaly.

Next up:

Drunk before Dawn, The Musical. Season II

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Eyerrr.. because of the damned trials. i missed out on a chance of getting to act. hehe. not in KL laaa.. in penang. for a friends roadshow thingi.. lol.. haha. if it was in kl don't think i'd act. ahaha. malufy myself only. :P

lalalala.. i'm happy already. :) thanks to you. :)

Growwwlllllllllllllll........ ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! EYERRRR! sheessshhh

why la whyyyyyyyyyyyyy??

M U S T R E L E A S E T E N S I O N N O W

Monday, August 21, 2006

sigh

so, tell me again why i've to drive to college?
because mumsy dearest would rather do her own things then have to go all the way to subang and home. twice a day. isshhh. evil women. i knew i shouldn't have gotten my license just yet then she'd have no choice.. then again, she's quite busy now with the E06 conference going on. oh wellllll....

ooh. and it turns out that i won't be home alone for a month. mumsy decided not to go to UK with my bro. dad's still going. at the same time having his "second childhood". hehe not literally but he'll be galavanting around europe again. just like they all did when they were studying there. Wait, make that "second teenage-years"

actually, whether or not they're here. the house has always been empty. quite rare to have more than two ppl in the house at the same time. but most of the time, it's just my darling baby girl that's all alone. that 10 year old bitch of mine. ; )

oh how i love her so much that i'd die if she was gone.. just like how i cried and emo-ed for 2 whole days when my hamster of 4 years passed away cause it had a lump in the stomach.. so imagine what'd i be like when she's gone. sigh


random fact : Given a choice, I'd rather stay here and do half my studies here n the other half there then to go there full years. It's just me.. and my bro. hehe he even decided last min not to go last year.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Oooo... there's this new student in my class. differed from the last sem. cute. chinese indon fella. meaning chinese from indonesia(if you dont understand). Budak Chindon :p. Bali land! wheee.. Bali. nice. Asian version of watersports heaven there. kinda.. Lib Jien look a like. seriously. no kidding.

chem practical this tues. trials officially starts sooon. stressssss. pimples popping out like crazy. getting dark again. No thanks to the darned yet lovable happy glaring sun. daddy gave me that eyer, you getting dark already face. he called me chindian girl yesterday.. daddy going outstation soon ( Either Jakarta or Kuching. Don't remember..) more eyer. must drive to college. oh well, at least only for a week. shessh.

my brother bought his new digital camera and laptop. eyerrr. means the time for him to leave is getting nearer. NOOOOO! hehe. funny hearing me say that. but i kinda dont want him to go : (

YES. I did type that. you're not hallucinating or imagining it.. hehe..
Nvm. I've still got a month to go to make it up to him. hehe seee. i'm such a nice sister ; )

i've been listening to too many emo songs. getting emo-fied. i've developed a sudden habit for afternoon naps started this monday. shitt. not good.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

look at that lonely girl. all she wanted was someone to befriend her.

hehe. i look like some lonely person. with no friends.


haha. look at what i found in my folder of pictures. just reminds me of the things we do in the bio lab after all the experiments. esp with the disecting one. Which is this :


This is just one of the many things we did to the frog and the mice. there were more..

Tony Fernandez came to college that other day to give an entrepreneur talk.

was shocked to find out that a majority of ppl dont know who Tony is. LIKE HELLLOOOO?? i mean if you've at least heard of him but don't know what he does then it's ok la. but they don't know he even exists. shitttt. Blame it on not reading papers. yea rite. i barely read newspapers either yet i know who is he. what he does. better yet, i even know bout airbus. talk about ignorance.

anywayyy...

did you know.

A spot in London's West End now costs about $898 a month, with a daily rate of $58.80. And in Tokyo, drivers pay about $84.20 per day to park, while a monthly spot costs $702.

shitt..

I finally found something where the price reduced to about half the usual price paid eversince the raise in petrol. Road tax. Seriously. I was shocked. I mean like for one of the car. the road tax used to be RM 250++ but now it's only nearly RM110.. shitttt. finally something that's not increased caused by the petrol inflation.

Monday, August 07, 2006

One of my choice for my wedding song would be Come What May. teehee. I know this is so random. but don't ask why. i just feel like that now.


okayyy. Time to promote the local scene...

If you like listening to the beatles or the beach boys.. you should listen to Couple. It's a local band. They're good.

Indie bands rocks! whee..

k. I'm feeling super high..

Anniversaries?

At this date, exactly this time, was the day i first got my hands on my 'P' driving license. Yup that makes today my 4th month annivarsary of being a probational driver.

After nearly 2 and a half months of avoiding taking driving lessons my parents signed me up without my knowledge. sorta. evil arent they. Just because the lady called to say that my 'L' was to expire on the 10th april. Started lessons in march. And voila, took the test a week before the expiry.


3rd April :
Took the test. rained a lil. bout 4 hours later. Passed. Easy peasy. My tester was a really nice friendly guy (well, maybe cause i was one of the early ones hehe) whose name sounded like a girls name. met quite a few old friends there and made some new ones. Two of them happen to be HOT guys! ahah.

7th April :
Got my hands on the ugly P license. wheee? haha. it was ok. Drove for the first time as a legal driver that night itself.

12th May :
Was given the approval of driving without provision. My first time driving alone. Also happens to be my birthday. What's nicer that it was a public holiday! ahah. Picked up a few friends from bangsar and bandar utama and scooted of to One Utama. Was over there for a whooping 9 hours. With different groups of ppl la.


About 2 weeks later, I was officially labelled a chauffeur by my parents. sheeshh.. not anymore actually. I've been to lazy to drive already. So i try to avoid driving at much as possible. Heheh. I'm still being chauffeured around by my parents! wheeeee.. this is fun.

Ya know what? people always said that once you're able to drive, there's much more freedom. Frankly speaking. I don't see or feel any difference. I've had as much freedom then as i have now. Which is actually alot. I go out anytime anywhere. I don't even need to ask my parents. poof. Just tell them i'm going out. hmm. i love my parents. teehee