A paradoxical oxymoron?

Thursday, November 30, 2006

How bout you?

You know that typical overated question asked of a girlfriend to a boyfriend?

"If your ( a member of a family) and I were to drown, who would you save?"

For every answer given there's gotta be a real reason to why they say that right? Or rather a more sincere reason. Not the pathetic - I'll save my family because you can swim, or of course I'll save you, without you everything's meaningless.. bla bla bla - excuses.

Well, if that question ever do pop out during my courting times; I've already thought of what I want to hear. And that'll definately play a huge role towards the future :)

Girls, what would want to hear
Guys, what would you have said.
and why?

Feel free to comment only if you want la.

I may or may not put my "wanted" answer in the next post. Incase, any of you readers could be a potential! ahaha. Then again, I guess, it's about the sincerity. And I can usually tell.


If you really want to know, ask me personally. Likewise, I may just tell depending how persuasive you are. teehee :)

Monday, November 20, 2006

Who am I?

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Ooh. This morning I went to collect the police report. Guess who I met..

En. Aminuddin. He was my form 4 Physics teacher.
Gosh, i still remember that rat looking face! I'm serious.. Which reminds me that I haven't visited nor stepped into school since the last day of SPM. Seriously. I wasn't even there on the day the results were out. haha took it a week later due to youth camp. And that was like barely even 10 minutes. hehe. I'm such a "loyal" student.
Yup. To pay his saman. Langgar lori :P

Maybe he hit the lorry that hit the car which hit mine. hmmmm...

Sunday, November 19, 2006

It's official

pffft..

I've never liked motorcycles, motorbikes or whatsoever you want to call them. And most probably never will.
But that's another concern.


As of 18th of November 2006;


I OFFICIALLY HATE LORRY DRIVERS!


I've never really liked them since young. Well, ok, maybe when i was really young I thought it was cool and fun to ride in. But now....

I know, hate, is a strong word. But I couldn't be bothered.



spoilt my perfectly clean record. cheeee. haha


the brightside tho is that the other "victim" which happens to be his first time aswell, is quite a cute guy. hahaha can pass. Young fresh graduate. Only thing is that he's more towards chinese speaking. These are the times I wished I wasn't a banana.. teeheee

Saturday, November 18, 2006

As it all comes to an end.

With barely only 1 month and a half left...
the year is coming to its closure.


Things have.. well, a lot of things have happened..

Many relationships have grown closer yet a lot has formed it's gap. A really big one.


I must say that this year has definately been one of my most eventful years out of my whole 18 years of living. The major and minor events, all sure has it's own story to tell.

Many ups and downs but whatever it is, I'll definately say that the ups has overshadowed the downs. Sure, there's still the post effect that's still linggering down somewhere. Then again, somethings stay. Nothing really leaves does it?


As the days passes, I'll add on.

to or not to?

Now that my AS finals are over.. My mind is back to this.

I've still no verdict on my dilemma. oh ok. not exactly a dilemma but ah, you get me..

To go or not to go to Singapore during the hols. If I go, I'll go probably around the end of december.

It's been a year plus already since I last went. If feels funny not going back down for so long. I mean, it's cause I used to go down at least once a year last time. It was kinda like a routine thingi. haha..

Well, any last min decision won't matter. Why? I don't need to worry bout money nor a place to stay. There's always the relatives *extra cash aswell ; )* or friends to bunk with..
The only thing to worry is whether I can get an air ticket at that time :)

Geez, there's no point on pondering bout taking the coach. I can fully assure you there's barely any seats available already at this time.. then again, it's gonna be me only. So maybe, just maybeeee, there's that one lonely empty seat.