A paradoxical oxymoron?

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas '07

May you all have a blessed Christmas
and that the spirit of joy, love and peace be upon you

Happy Birthday Jesus.
Thank You for all You've done. x)

With lotsa love;
.....me <3


Here's one to the season ;) Enjoy

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Anatomy

OhMyFriggingGosh lah.

I've been having weird cravings lately.
Craving for food that I do not know as to whether they exist or not. Gah.
Actually, I don't even know what exactly I am craving for in the first place. I just have that unsatisfied feeling.

Well, there is at least one craving that I know of and that is.....

Cheese. Badly.
Ohhh. And mash potatoes. my style >.<
And mushroom soup. The real deal. No canned ones please.

Oh okay.. make that three.. hahaha. But still.. oh welll

On another note.

I apparently grew shorter..
According to certain few TALL guy friends whom I last saw..erm, 1 or 2 years ago.

I'm not short, I'm space efficient and fun sized *grinsss*

But seriously, 2 inches more wouldn't hurt. Teeheee
Don't get me wrong. I'm not unhappy with my height. In fact, I like it.
Besides, I know I'm not THAT short, I just happen to have a lot of guy friends who are really tall.

Tonight.
Memories were rekindled. At both places. Good ones, and.. oh welll.
Something about someone whom I wished didn't suddenly show up half way through even though I knew the person would come today. 3 frigging years ago okay.
Oh well, it was both sides. So at least I wasn't the only one who felt it.
We still talk whenever we see/bump into each other, which is really rare.
Well, no one exactly knows about it. So yeah..

It was all forgotten, till a certain related topic was mentioned randomly while everyone was talking. In which, me being myself, continued talking like nothing happened.


I cease to wonder as to where and how I cultivated my ability to ignore certain things. And my ability to buat tak tau only and still seem to appear normal and happy.

Trust me. I tend to do it unintentionally, which is really bad. I hope it doesn't become too much of a habit.

Anyhooots.
Cravings schmavings.. Please, please be satisfied and over with soon x)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Quote

To love means loving the unlovable.
To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable.
Faith means believing the unbelievable.
Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.

-Gilbert Keith Chesterton



Just as troubles come and make you tremble, causing your knees to wobble like jelly.
Then the thunder strikes causing all your fears you never knew you had to flow out endlessly like a flowing river which leads to the sea that knows no end.
Silent and slow.
Causing the already excruciating pains, to only hurt and bleed even more.
What else could be worse you thought?
And a stroke of lightning puts an end to it all. An end to everything only did you realise you have nothing left.
Nothing to hold on to. Not a single form of protection.
Bare and empty.

But what lies beneath it all, is one thing. The one thing that can turn things around.

And that is hope.
But one must know how to love first.


With love comes faith, and with faith, comes hope. As they say, there are three important elements in life. Love, faith and hope, and love, is the greatest of them all. Without love, you won’t have faith, and without faith, you won’t have hope. Thus love leads to everything and everything comes from love.

Faith doesn't come overnight. Faith is built and grown over a period of time. To have faith is to have no fear or doubt in whatever you believe, but, remember, faith cannot exist without love, this is because with love comes belief, and with that comes faith. Faith does the right thing at the right time.

All these come with a choice. You make a choice to love, you make a choice to have faith, and then you will have hope in life. Love is as much a question of the will as it is of the emotion.
And once again, with love comes faith, and with faith comes hope, and with hope comes life. A life without love is no life at all.




You wonder, why? Why had this all had to happen?
One can only cease to wonder truly.
Was it a consequence to all the things that shouldn't have been done?
Or just as a warning?
Or perhaps it's one of those 'life test'

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

To you ppl in PD..

Have fun :D being pirates and sun-burned in the beach.
Sun, Sun. Oh glorious sun x)

4 days of fun, torture and a whole new experience in many many aspects esp spiritually and physically.

Pffft. I wanted to gooooo.. but darn college. n their classes. :(

Monday, December 17, 2007

Tears of beauty

I've mentioned Paul Potts before.. Now to talk bout the other special contestant in the show. Connie Talbot, a talented six year old.

For a six year old, she's got a really amazing sweet angelic voice and what more cute with that adorable sweeet smile! And really sweet in nature. Not forgetting matured for her age.
However I do think that she's getting a tad bit more attention than she should be. Because she's six.. and well, a really cute lil girl. Who wouldn't be giving all that extra attention.
Nevertheless, I still think she's great. Breath taking

She's got the voice that's so pure and innocently angelic yet powerful that can make you want to go all emotional by just hearing her very well pitched singing of evergreens and oldies. What more an all time classic lullaby like "Over the Rainbow" for a start.

Though I must say I prefer her performance during the auditions. That really made me want to shed tears.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Choices

Making the wrong right choice or making the right wrong choice

Is there such a thing?

I believe there is.

I've been internet-ly MIA for 2 weeks.. because my darned internet card was fried.. so couldnt come online at all. N i was to malas to go anywhere else or find other means of going online. LOL.

And now, hallelujah. I changed the card n reformat the comp n i'm back to my old habits :P. which isnt much of a hallelujah-ing moment for. gargh.

I know.. certain someones have been missing me way too darned much that they cant contain it in anymore. And frust about it with constant nags :P now i'm able to.. erm, erh,.. nevermind. ahhaha.

And Yee San.. Since u mentioned a few times already i shall give u an honor to appear in my blog. hahaha.

I miss you too.. and yee mun. n our "only infront of and with each other" stupid moments. Come back soon.. with my Flakes. I want them more than i want u :P have fun over there :)