A paradoxical oxymoron?

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Okay. Fine. I ended up not watching the match because someone decided to suddenly call me and made me miss half the match. Didn't realize the time... I was like pfft, no point watching. Might as well go sleep since I had to be up at 6..

Ever since Thursday, I've been going out every single day. Literally. From morning till night.. Either out at shopping malls or random shops or at someones' house or both. Crazy I tell you. and different bunch of ppl too. What more with friends who's back from overseas :)

But, it's good. In the sense where I get to catch up with some of my old buddies, and also get a lil
closer to my college friends. :) it's interesting how much things have changed in such a short period of time. I must say, I've had a good time so far..

Going out with my school buddies, really reminds me of secondary school. I really miss those times. The things we used to do in and out of school. The days where we'd "fly" school halfway and walked up to BSC. Skip classes like crazy. The free periods. Hanging out in one of the teachers office room enjoying the air-con. Staying back either for just hanging out or doing things to prepare for sports day until we became really dark. Many other things.. And even some of the things some teachers do.. haha.

But the one thing I really missed most was when I was somewhere between Form 2 and 3.. There was this group of us who'd nearly every Friday walk down to McD's in Telawi and just really spend time bonding :) things changed when, well, some left in Form 4 and also there were some misunderstandings.. But nonetheless, it was still good.

Another thing I really liked bout my school was how everyone who was anyone blended in together. There were students from all walks of life, backgrounds and upbringing. Whether you were rich or not, smart or well, more towards the athletic, the nerd or geek, the popular one, or "social outcast" and whatever else. Whichever race and religion, we generally were friends. We didn't care where we came from. We were all somewhat, if I could use the term, equal. Sure maybe not every single one.. But generally, majority were friends. Not necessarily close, but still we mixed around.

I don't know if everyone agrees with me. But this was how I saw it. Maybe it was different for others, depending on their personality and mentality and experiences.
Truthfully speaking, from what I see and hear, not many schools have that kind of environment. Sure it may not be one of those better school, but still I wouldn't trade it for any other.. I think. haha.. But seriously, which school doesn't have its flaws?

Darn it, this post has left me feeling somewhat nostalgic. XD

Monday, June 23, 2008

I think I reached the point where I couldn't take in anymore of it. I blew off at you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, but everything was just at the wrong time. I guess I used you as my "punching bag" if I could put it in another term. It's probably the first time it happened.

I know you already know that. But you know what? I didn't tell you this. Truthfully, I'm glad it happened. Cause, I feel much better now especially with everything that was going on. I feel like a burden's lifted in a way. Or maybe also because exams are over as well. But still, I'll give u some credit for that. :)

Now, the only thing is whether you'll be reading this anytime soon before I see you. considering I barely update my blog and you rarely come here to read. Haha.



And to everyone else.. Yes, you'll never know what happened cause, well, you won't. Hehe

And yes, I guess there's always a limit to everything. No matter how strong and stable you are or, rather appear to be.


Oh, since you're already reading. And I'm too lazy to put up another post..

Exam's over, as you can already tell. I've got a freaking longgg holiday. Till I start Uni. God knows what exactly am I gonna do to fill my days up.

My last day was on Thursday. And I've been going out and doing stuffs. I think let this prolong for 1 more week and I'll be confirmed dead bored already. Yes, I'm the kind that gets bored really easily. So, long holidays are never a good thing for me. Including those 2 week ones.

Supposed to go on a holiday over to UK. But, sigh, I think my laziness
*as in to having to pack and all those stuffs n taking care/cleaning/packing of everything myself since I'd to go alone* overpowered my eagerness to travel and visit my relatives and visit all those places I'd like to go. Culture, Broadway, Euro trips, backpacking :)

Yes. I know. Most of you are thinking that I'm weird and, well,
"stupid" for not going. But, I can't help it!

Since, holiday-ing overseas is out of the list. apart from those local ones or neighbouring countries.. I plan to work.

Notice the word
plan? Now, here's the tricky part. Let's see if I do get to doing that. Haha Well, I've already promised to help out some ppl with their work. But don't think that's enough to keep me occupied.. Maybe, I'll find something else to do. Something that I've been wanting to do for long.

Gosh, I'm so indecisive!

Now, I've to be up by 6am latest. . And I'm staying up to watch the Spain vs Italy game.. Oh, thank God for coffee =) let's hope I don't decide to sleep instead. Although I need alot of it since I've been deprived for the last 2 month. And my dark eye circles are extremely visible now. Those that know, I've barely had dark circles or bags before this. Sighhh.. Old age is catching up I guess. Time to start taking care of my skin. Facial cleansing regime, here I come! No more good ol' plain water.