A paradoxical oxymoron?

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Gah. MSN is so annoying.

imagine with all the stupid virus thingi going around sending all those idiotic links stuffs..

and nearly 2 months of not signing in....

TADAAAA - you get bombarded with the same msgs over and over again by gazillion and one times and from diff ppl.



Current agenda : Sabah

Next agenda : Internship!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Why is it, that everytime I find the right or nearly perfect one, There's always that one same thing that puts a barrier with a full stop right through everything.

Second why.

Why is it so easy to pretend all's right anyway.

Maybe it's cause the expectations weren't in existance to begin with. Hmmmm, that's serious.

I hate this part right here. Where I get so indecisive. It's time for the magic to do its work.

On another note, I believe life's fair afterall.

The argument is not that life's unfair. It's the person living the life who aint doing it/thinking right then.

I've no idea if all these make sense. but it's something I'll understand and who cares if you don't!

Toodles!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Oh right! and

a VERY BIG SMOTHERING KISSY THANK YOU to all who wished me and gave me something for my birthday. I enjoyed reading some of them despite mugging for the papers in between.

21. It ain't a biggie at all. =)

partying sessions coming up. after tomorrow for the next three months plus.

oh, the parents suddenly wants me to hold a 21st birthday party. random sial. haha
malas to organise lahh. i'd rather just have a nice gathering with friends in a cosy place.. and let other ppl do the work! HAHA.. nah kidding, but oh well.. after tomorrow only think lah.

a very big hearty thank you once again to you all. lotsa love

I think I've effing come to the point where I'm so gonna fail one paper. My last paper for the semester tomorrow. There goes my frigging first class honours. I think after this exam I'd be glad to even get a second upper or lower the least.. Don't think I did that bad to go any lower i think.. Haha.

Then again, whatever it is. I've surrender it all to God.

Anyway, besides the point. I've got till 12 pm tomorrow to make sure all the cases and sections of the acts I've studied remains in my brain cells somewhere. Here I am succumbing to blogging to frustrate out the frustration. *smack upsidedowninsideout*

So update. I'm contemplating either options.

1. Transfer to the UK campus for the remaining two years.
2. Mobility exchange student for one semester in China campus and the other in UK campus for 2nd year and finish up 3rd year here.
3. Just go for mobility in UK campus for one semester and the rest here.
4. Just reject all the offers and stay here the remaining two years.


Aiyoh. why so hard for me to make decision oneeeeeeee ahh.?? (Cina-slang)

I know it's not simple to be offered a spot in either transfer and mobility. So, despite how tempting option 4 sounds, it'd be such a waste though.

Aiyoyoooo.. How la? (Indian slang)


There update. Just because I need to do something else other than studying and that's not too long and time consuming, addiction possibility like tv.

I've concluded for myself that the more I study, the less I remember. The minimum time spent finishing, the better. wahlau where can one! fail big time.