A paradoxical oxymoron?

Sunday, September 09, 2007

It's been slightly two months after my last post. I come online just to check mails, research, updates and some quick chats online.
But blogs, pfft, haven't visited one since then at all.
And all I can give you small amounted faithful readers is something unsightly, or rather, ugly-ly worded.

I think I've come to the point of time where I confidently say I think I've changed.
Outwardly, I'm still the same. Sadly, can't say the same inwards.

For the better or worse? I really don't know. Not many of you can see/notice it. Unless if you've stuck by me since schooling days.

Some would say worse. but for some others, they may think for the better. Depending on how you see it.

Your perspective, for now, really, I couldn't care less when you tell/confront me. Cause really, at this point of time. I need some time off. Especially from a few certain you's.

And to you you, all I can say is leave me alone. Please.
I'd greatly appreciate that.

I somehow feel in need of a new environment.

What I can say is,
I repeatedly tell myself, maybe, just maybe, it's one of those phase.

And truthfully, I really want to believe so.

And please, to the others, just be the same. Cause I'd feel worse if done otherwise.

But, thankfully,
I'm still somewhat sane.
Thanks to the grace of God.


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